Just came out of the meeting where we discussed what we were going to work on.  And I feel terrible.  I was sooo unprepared.  Did not help team members make progress on agenda.  Could not help people make decisions.  Heck, I HAD NO OPINION.  No contribution what so ever (other than writing down some stuff).  I was not acting as a Program Manager.  I acted like a secretary...  I feel really bad.  This is not what I came to do here.

"Look for small wins everyday" my friend told me recently and it was the perfect opportunity to do that.  I failed... Miserably...

Gotta do something about this...